Ahhhhh.
Alright so..I am starting to really not like my school, wait it's not the school it's the people in it. Sure i have some amazing friends and all but i have known them since kindergarten and it is just the same old crap everyday. Not saying that it is always bad. But really it all sort of sucks. I can't really explain it but it just seems like everyone from my school only thinks about them self. And the minute something happens in your life and you want someone to talk to, you immediately become some stuck up b**** :o) that wants attention. Like really the people i know can't be happy for you or anything, no , if something good happens to you they have to think of something even better to happen to them. And really all the people i hang out with think they are all perfect and they act like their lives are so simple and everything is great. But really lets cut the crap and be honest. Life will never be like that for anyone and they all need to start realizing that because sitting there lying to yourself isn't going to help make things any better than they are. Now i am not saying that eveyone's lives are miserable but they are definatley not perfect.
Most of my very close friends arn't like me at all. I mean they have not ever lost someone that was very close to them or had any family problems like i have been through in my life. So it is very hard to go to school and hang out with them when they know half of the story of what has happned and they think that i always want people to feel sorry for me. Which is the farthest thing from the truth. See if i ever go up to one of my friends to talk about something like that it would not be to get attention ..it would be because i need or just wanted to talk to someone. Like really is that just soo much to ask of a friend?
I am not trying to say that my life is terrible and i have been through soo much but i am just trying to get my point across.
You would think that going through this kind of stuff with the people who you have known and have known ou for a very long time would be a good thing but really that is not always the case because sometimes they just dont understand.
I really want to live in St.Albert
Hahaha!
And now i have to go.
Bye.
9 Comments:
You're complaining abour stuck up people in Spruce, yet you want to move to St. Albert, the stuck up capital of the world? You're crazy...
I hated my junior high here... but when high school came, all was solid... tis where I met all the guys I still hang out with now, like for example, your brother.
Anyway....
That is my point Rob. I want to go to high school in St. Albert it sucks here.
I just think it would be better living there. Sure there will still be stuck up people but there will be new stuck up people. If that makes any sence at all to you.
I partly grew up in St. Albert - but I had the unfortunate experiance of spending half my school life in Vegreville - Count your stars sweetheart cause nothing was as shitty as that. For the last three years I have only talked to 2 people from my school and I couldn't be happier. but, I made the best of it while I was there.
You, my dear, must come take a picture with me & Santa. I get 1 free picture and I want one of us together. I'd ask your brother to join us but he'd be to chicken. Are you a chicken??? (insert chicken noise here!)
I am so there Shawna! You are compleatly right peter is a chicken....haha just tell me when and i will be there :o)!!
I think the best would be a Saturday Evening. After 6:00 it gets pretty quiet so that may be the best time to do it. I work every weekend from now until Christmas so there's lots of time.
sounds amazing shawna!
I can dress up as santa. I bet Pete would take apicture with me.
you'd like that wouldnt you? a grown guy sitting on your lap...
Ha! Burn...
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