My head is spinning..
Latley things have been good. Well they have been good as far as school and such but other than that things are just so complicated. Just to warn you i am going to complain because that is what i am good at.
I have been so busy worrying about everything that i have had absolutley no time for myself and it is driving me crazy. I quit dance which made me so upset. I know that sounds stupid because i am the one that quit but i had to. All my marks were crap and i just didn't have the time to do it anymore. Also we suck and i don't feel like making a compleate fool of myself infront of hundrends of people. I have already done that one too many times.
Other than all the bad stuff that is going on there is also some good. I am going on a choral (singing) trip with my school on tuesday. I am pretty excited. We are going to the Calgary University for a chorse and staying at a hotel. I am so excited. We are also preforming at 2 schools which i compleatly forget the name of but yah. It will be great. I am so happy this is happening now and i can get away from home for awhile. There are just those time where you can't take it anymore and need to get out. Like i mean really need to get out.
Three more years! haha
Well anyways i have nothing to do over may long which compleatly sucks. Every one of my friends if going on vacation and i am planning on sitting at home doing well this...haha.
Atleast this year is almost over. I can't tell you guys how much i hope we move to St. Albert. Actually no i don't care where we more as long as i can change schools or just something changes i will be good.
It really seems like my life has just fallen apart and i am just not ready or willing to pick it up by myself. It sounds corny but it's the complete truth. I can't seem to put my life back in order and as soon as it sems the least bit normal it falls again. I guess it is just one of those things people have to learn from.
Right?
posted by Arielle @ 7:36 PM
4 Comments:
hey kiddo. stay strong and keep your head up. i went through alot of shit like you when i was growing up. but i never let it effect me, and kept doing the things i loved doing. in the end you will see what it all means and why it all happened. and you will turn out a far better person for it.
so don't fret and just try to look at the good things going for ya. cuz there is always someone, somewhere worse off than you.
Hey Cuzzie
If you ever need to get away don't be scared to call me and dyl, we're always here for ya. Except for the fact that I'm in BC right now, I'll be back on wed. so call or I'll call you and we'll chillax. Good times.
Luv -Trev
You know what ever you put your mind to you are going to excel at! Your beautiful and intelegent and you deserve better that what you get sometimes and you just have to keep reminding yourself that! None of this is permanent an a couple years you will be out of school, amybe getting your own place your own job (or going to more school lol) point is that things do change sometimes it just takes longer than we would like for changes to happen, but they will and you will come out of all this with flying colors fabulos as ever! If you look down youll miss all the good stuff and up, you'll just trip over things....
That's a great story. Waiting for more. »
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